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Saturday, December 09, 2006

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 13:36:05 GMT

Well, when it's all been said and done, there is just one thing that matters: "Did I study well enough for my finals?" For the only two classes I'm taking, I'll pass both of them. My College Success class was a breeze and I'm sorry to be done with it. I never thought, however, that I would pass my English class by the skin of my teeth. Don't get me wrong; I love English, but for some reason my thought patterns are not organized enough to satisfy Mr. Bill Ebbesen, lol. I love the guy, I really do, but let me tell you: He's a hardass, or at least totally can be.

The Ball went really well. Tons and tons of people showed up and that was cool. I didn't dance nearly so much as i really wanted to, but hey. whats a girl going to do? I seriously almost went and just grabbed some guy and said "Ok, we're doing the next one" but i thought that might be a little forward, lol. It was a blast though ^_^

I had my job interview and it went fairly well. I think mom is beginning to have second thoughts about my ability to keep this job, but like so many things: We'll just have to wait and see.

My family had a Christmas party last night and it was great. I got to hang out with all my guys and that was the best part. It occurs to me that, after so any years I finally have a stereotype. I am finally the girl who is treated amongst the guys as another guy. Yes, I still have my feminine wiles and womanly kinda flare, but "my group" consists of almost exclusively guys! And just in case anyone missed the underlying tone, here: I LOVE IT! I seriously want to have 8 boys, like, as my children. Girls are cool and all, but nothing comes close to a bunch of boys running around like hooligans making noise and driving everybody crazy. Yes, I AM insane, but hey. Boys really are just cooler.

and that's my update.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 14:48:49 GMT

Holy crap!! i haven't been on xange, in like, AGES man, i tell you what! i've kinda missed everyone, i have to admit.

ok, so the update. I'm in TCC now, and it's only two more weeks till the end of the semester. wow, it's gone by so quickly. unfortunately, i wont be making an apearance on campus next semester as ive gotten oh hell of an awesome job offer! a hotshot builer in town is really good friends with my mom and our two families have been friends for years. well, turns out that another friend of mine who is currently employed with him is going away to college this December, so he needs a new assistant! i really cant wait to start, but we'll see how it all goes down. this job is totally perfect for what i need right now. my curent job is great, save for not being paid for a good while.. as in, like.. 3 months! but hey. am i complaining?.....dont answer that ;)

also in teh time since my last post, i've turned 18! I'm now a legal adult, and to be perfectly honest, it does kinda feel different. I haven't had trouble remembering my new age like i have in past years. weird eh? This Sunday at church i got a bump on the back and a lovely surprised as to just who hd done the bumping.. and it was none other than my long-lost, beloved friend Philip ^_^ before he started getting into trouble a number of years ago, he and i were pretty much best friends. called each other everyday, played games and hung out everytime we were at the same place. he slept over at our house a few times and those are some of my favorites times ^_^ Both Philip and another awesome friend, Wes, came over to my house after having gone to lunch with some mutual friends. we played music, hung out and really enjoyed each others' company. it was definitely a great time and much needed to get caught up on a few things between us.

My churches annual Christmas Ball is coming up so fast! I keep thinking of these "seasonal" events being so far away, but next thing i know everyone is talking about ball dresses, sugar cookies, and going out of town to visit family for the holidays. I'm not so terribly excited about this ball as i have been about some of the ones preceeding it, but like Benjamin Franklin said so long ago "If one would have his guests merry with cheer, he must be so himself, or at least appear." Mom thinks i ahve a crush on the uy, bu i told her that wasn't the case at all. i'm simply a sucker for a long dead womanizer ;)

Anyway, thats the update for now. Paul, Melinda and Alicia should be getting out of class soon so Grace and i will probably end up having lunch with them again :p They're awesome ^_^

LOVE PEACE AND CHICKEN GREASE!!
~Rachel

"...My head is bloodied but unbowed"

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 12:31:43 GMT

"In the fell clutch of circumstance, I've not winced nor cried aloud,
'Neathe the bludgonings of chance, my head is bloddied but inbowed."

Friday, September 29, 2006

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 20:16:38 GMT

audio:Like a Star - Corrine Bailey Rae
by NY

Good song.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 00:21:36 GMT

In the pain and suffering we always find in life
Amidst the torture and torment that give us stress and strife
Through all the rich and poor times, through all the thick and thin,
We know there is a battle that we don't even have to win.

The battle's being fought, yes, even as we speak,
But on a nearer battle field than many wish to seek.
This war's not fought with bodies strong, but words and minds so true,
And this different kind of warfar draws blood of a deeper hue.

The war, it's true, is already won and is not our war to win,
But as time drags on, and demons spawn, soldiers must be ushered in.
This war we fight is not fought with hands or against the flesh and blood,
But is fought with words and thoughts and deeds against the Evil One.

Our Great Commander gives us orders, and tells us to press on,
Reminding us always of his love, and of His blessed Son.
His Son, who died and rose again, so that we can live free,
He died, it's true, His body, made new for the likes of you and me.

(to be continued)

Monday, August 21, 2006

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 14:37:22 GMT

The long-awaited rains have fallen hard upon the thirsty ground
Have carved their way to where the wild and rushing river can be found
And like the rains I have been carried here to where the river flows.

My heart is racing and my knees are weak as I walk to the edge
I know there is no turning back, once my feet have left the ledge
And in the rush I hear a voice, it's telling me it's time take the leap of faith
So here I go

There is a supernatural power in this mighty river's flow
It can bring the dead to life, and it can fill an empty soul
And give a heart the only thing worth living and worth dying for

But we will never know the awesome power of the Grace of God
Until we let ourselves get swept away into this holy flood
So if you'll take my hand, we'll close our eyes and count to three
And take the leap of faith
Come on let's go

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 12:52:57 GMT

I heard something on the radio this morning that really touched my heart.

A man called a radio station with a question regarding his family. He began his tale by saying that his wife and brother died in a car accident a year ago, and how he missed them. He also told how his son had food poisoning recently, and in taking him to the doctor, found out that the boy was not his son. The radio hosts then broke in asking why his brother and wife were in a car together late at night. The man confessed to having some recent suspicions of his wife's infideility, and would have confronted her that night had she not died. His question to the radio hosts, however, was this: Should he have his twins girls tested as to whether or not they were his also? The hosts, of course, told him he would be able to do what he felt like was right, but since they were born before the boy and early on in his marriage the chances were greater that they are indeed his offspring.

Perhaps I am niave in having compassion for this man and his story, but what caught my attention was his own innocence, now marred, and his trust now broken.

There is enough blame to go around in this story, atleast between adults. It's to be found in the man's brother for "taking his brother's wife to his own bed". It's to be found in his wife for not remaining true to her husband. It's also to be found in him for taking a job that would take him on long business trips, away from his family.

A man's children and a man's wife are not meant to be on the same level of importance to him. The wife must have priority. It was she that he made the commitment to, it was she that he is called to lay down his life for, and it is she that must come before his children.

Far too many marriages have faltered and broken because of this seemingly little known fact, and it breaks my heart to see it happen.

Remember this, guys, and dont make the same mistake.

Friday, July 28, 2006

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 13:07:02 GMT

So here's the update.. I'm registered for college, I've bought almost all of my books, and I'm waiting for classes to start this fall.

Yea, I'm excited but I'm also freaking out a bit. I've never been to college, and I was only in "real school" for a few years; most of which I dont remember. So, this will definitely be a new experience.

I'm still getting straight A's in my online course. I'm a little behind in my studies right now, but I have this weekend to get caught up. My teacher is going to a conference in NY for about a week, so I'll have that time to catch up, too.

"Eragon" the movie is coming out this Dec. so I've been jumping up and down about that. It was an excellent book, and I'm looking forward to see how well the movie follows the book and how well it is made.

Anyway, that's the update so far. Sorry I haven't been keepping up with things. Facebook takes alot of time ;)

God bless, ~Rae

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 12:52:01 GMT

Well, today's the big day. I'm leaving the office at about 2:30 to get Grace at the house, then begin the hour drive over to TCC to actually, and finally get registered today. Grace is really excited and I'm more indifferent than anything else... We'll see how it goes. Prayers would be very nice from any of you. I'd very much hate to sign up for a class that I dont need. Also, I have a talent and tendancy for getting lost so please keep that in your prayers also. The last thing I need is to get lost at orientation.

WAOEL/R-R/SAOE/HOU/T-/TKPWOEZ/-FPLT

Monday, July 10, 2006

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 02:43:30 GMT

ok so, it's been about a week since my last post and i'm feeling the withdrawl effects, so i've decided to update you all.

Grace and i did make it to orientation, but ended up NOT getting registered for classes. here's what happened.

we go to the orientation, spend all morning and most of the after noon sitting in a seminar, only to find out that, by talking to a counselor, we as dual enroll students need to go to a different orientation....

SO we're scheduled for another private meeting with the head of dual enrolling and hopefully we'll get set up then.

but who knows.